Snakes in my shadow. Novel by paul geller. new york times god.

Brother stole all my passwords and changed them.
In return for me asking what he wants me to do for him
to make up for my years of fuck ups. I guess all he
wants is for me to die while he's my shadow.
But then where will that leave him when i'm 6 under?
Aight. Imma let it be.

Fughedbout pops, he tries to intimidate me into becoming a homo cause hes a miserable closet case. He wants to kill me? I'll just watch.